well? i am currently streaming the making of my shitty website on Discord. i'm very anxious even though i'm sharing one of my windows and nobody can hear me or see my face. either way, it feels like i'm letting people invade my privacy, for some reason. my heart is pounding and my fingers are so shaky and clammy, i can't type properly. it's fine, though, i guess because i'm not in any real danger so the rate of my hearbeat should probably slow soon.
lol no it hasn't. not yet anyway.