anxiety. another gift from you to me. when everything fails, my bleeding bitten fingernails. anxiety.
i have to admit that my issues have gotten the best of me once again. being constantly aware of the fact that i'm ill keeps me at bay and makes sure i stay locked insane at the same time. i can't sleep, eat, go outside. i can. i just don't, instead. instead i wish i slept good, i wish i went outside and i wish i moved more. i'm very stuck right now and it's going to take a big change to budge me out of my burrow.